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Name: Jessica, dahling.
Country: United States
State: Florida
Metro: Tampa Bay Area
Birthday: 3/7/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Eating sushi, learning the basic life skills that I've never needed to do until now, late nights spent with friends, cherry blossom trees, dancing just because you can, daydreaming, cute music, dressing to impress, windy days, and having money (I kind of like that part a lot).
As far as bands go, I like Jack's Mannequin, Dashboard, My Chemical Romance, The Academy Is..., Muse, Keane, The Killers, The Shins, etccc...etccc....
Expertise: Being good company. I'm always the one who will just listen to you talk. Oh, apparently, I have somewhat of a flair for writing as well.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  This isWhyImHot7
MSN: child_of_the_KoRn1989@yahoo.com
Member Since:
3/24/2004
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| I have to get out of the house today. Lol. I feel like such a loser lately. Muhhhh. | | |
| So it's a rare occurrence when I actually end up writing in this thing anymore, but...I woke up this morning in the mood to. :D
I had such a fun night last night with Zack. Yesterday was our official 2 months, so we were going to do something as soon as he got off work. While he was still at work in the afternoon, he called to say happy 2 months. It was so cute. =) Anyway, he estimated he'd be off by 7, and 7 turned out to be more like 10, but that was fine. Lol.
My parents neglected to tell me when they wanted me home, so I figured I'd push my luck and just stay out until they called wondering where I was (so I was hoping they wouldn't notice I hadn't come in by sometime around 12).
We had no idea what we wanted to do since it was kinda already too late to go out to eat (plus there's a money issue with both of us currently. Lol). Zack decided that we should both go to the movies cos he had a gift card. He even agreed that we could see Harry Potter, even though I know he wasn't too thrilled about it. There was one part in the movie where you kinda see Draco from the side, and as I was watching him, I suddenly had the thought, "Dude, he kinda looks like Zack...." so I leaned into Zack and was like, "Did you know that you kinda look like Draco, actually?" and he was like, "Hahah, I was just thinking that at that same part!"
:) I am pleased. Now if my boyfriend could learn to make Draco's devious smirk, I would be extremely content.
But I don't want him to have Draco's manners (or lack thereof). I prefer the sweet Zack in that regard. He opened and closed my car door for me. :D What a gentleman. As Zack and I were saying goodnight, he leaned in to kiss me when I suddenly decided to inform him that.....I hate doing stuff in the car. Hahaha.
I've had this thought bottled up forever. I just don't like how cramped it is inside of a car, and I don't like turning weirdly sideways to kiss. You can't even frickin' hug each other.
So I just kinda blurted that out in this random moment. Lol, he didnt even flinch. He just went, "Well then let's get out of the car!" and opened his door. It made me laugh.
All evening, he smelled so frickin' nice. My God. You don't even understand. And after cuddling and whatnot for a while outside against his car, I had successfully gotten his scent all over me. Lol.
As I was changing into my pajamas last night, I was in heaven. Hahaha. Every time I moved, I smelled him. I'm so happy that he and I are together.
I feel like because of our fight, we've moved on to the next level of a relationship. We passed the beginning stage where you hardly know each other and are delusional enough to think you'll always get along. Now we have a better understanding of each other's personalities.
I only have a couple weeks before I move away. It's definitely going to be bittersweet. I'm so excited yet so reluctant at the same time. Zack's going to look into regularly getting every other weekend off so we can drive down to see me. Then at least once a month, I'll be coming back to spend the weekend at home to see friends.
So I'll miss everybody, but it's not like I won't be seeing them for months. :) I will survive.
Today, I have to go out to Bed Bath & Beyond to shop for dorm stuff with my gift cards. Woooo. :D | | |
| Cruise to Mexico tomorrow. I'm so excited. I feel like I'm traveling to discover a new worlddddd.
Zack's already been to one of the cities I'm going to, and a thought occurred to me this morning. I'm going to an entirely new place across the continent that my boyfriend just so happens to have been to already. I'm going to be walking around wondering if he saw or thought the same stuff I'm seeing or thinking. It'll kinda be like he's there with me even though he's not.
Hahah, sorry to sound psychotic. It's just a thought. I feel weird updating online journals anymore because it's so easy for anything you write to be used against you in some way or another. You never know who is going to take some phrase you absentmindedly type in your entry and twist it around to incriminate you. I think it's safe to say, though, that I went to the beach last night around midnight with Todd, Ashley, Zack, and Tim. We didn't actually end up going ON the beach, though, cos all the construction around Clearwater left us nowhere free to park. Lol. So we just turned around and went back home.
I told Zack I wanted to be dropped off at home last just because I wanted to spend some time alone with him. =)
We spent 20 minutes just sitting in his car flirting. Hahah. I kept talking about my Mexican boyfriend (nonexistant but fun to tease him about). He kept trying to find out where I'm ticklish. I kept wearing his gangster hat and telling him I'm half Columbian and half Filipino. I came to the conclusion that he must secretly rub oranges on his neck, cos his neck ALWAYS smells citrus-y. It's cute and funny. Lol. We had a discussion about how weird both of us are and decided that's why we like each other so much and get along so well.
Haha. "Okay, I'm just gonna give you a kiss on the cheek goodnight. See?" *Kisses my cheek*...*Pauses*...."The kiss on the cheek is just not doing it." Hahahaha.
Omg, and he is such a gentleman. I paid for his gas to go to the beach, and when he took my money, he was like, "Don't worry. I'll pay you back." and I said, "No, it's okay cos I kinda owe you anyway. You buy me stuff all the time." to which he said, "That's what I'm supposed to do...cos I WANT to." I was like AWWWWWW. =) =) I like my boo. =D
I'm going to miss him so muchhh while I'm on my cruise. I can't talk to him (or anyone else at home) the whole time I'm gone. Sigh, sigh.
It's okay. Absence makes the heart grow fonder.....and we will just have a passionate makeout session when I return. Hahahah, j/k!...kinda. ;D | | |
| Hi. I'm Jessica, and I like my boyfriend.
I am annoying and will talk about him all the time to anyone who will listen. Hahaha.
Seriously, though, I'm trying not to annoy anybody, but...he's what I think about a lot, you know? It's only natural that what I'm thinking would come out of my mouth. Lol. I had the weirdest dream last night. Here goes my incredibly long explanation.
I was running as fast as I could through these thick woods. I suddenly broke out of them into this grassy clearing. It was in the middle of the day. A little ways into the clearing, there was this wooden cabin, and I noticed a small square opening in it. I went over, and there were all these PEOPLE trapped inside, and they were like, "Help us, help us! There's a knife stuck in the wall right there. Hand it to us so we can cut our way out!"
And I handed them the knife and was trying to help when I heard something in the woods where I'd come from. I was like, "CRAP! There are people coming! Hurry, hurry! Cut! I have to go, they're coming!"
And then I just left them. The people couldn't get out of the cabin in time, and I knew they were gonna be killed, but I kept running away. It was kinda like that part in 28 Weeks Later where he leaves his wife.
Lol, so this is when it gets really weird. Lindsay Lohan was a murderer in my dream, and she was the person chasing me...cos suddenly, it wasn't a group of people anymore. Just her. Lol. Somewhere along the way, I ended up having some boy running with me from her, too, so I wasn't alone.
We found this camping ground with all kinds of people around, but we couldn't tell them that we were running from Lindsay Lohan, for some reason, so we were just doing our best to hide and stuff. It was okay for about a day, but then when no one was outside around the two of us, she popped out of nowhere.
She had a humongous knife and chased us into the pool at the campground. I remember swimming backwards, somehow, and watching her try to catch up to us. She was swimming so fast that she was like a SHARK or something. Hahah. Finally, she caught up with one of us--the random boy, not me (luckily. Lol. Sucks for him, but...I didn't even know who he was). I ran away as I heard him screaming and her chopping him all up.
The next day, I read in the newspaper about how she'd cut off his face. Ewww, wtf. Then I ran off into the mountains to keep trying to escape from Lindsay Lohan. Lol.
Weird dream, no? I have absolutely no idea where it came from. Tomorrow, I think I'm going to the beach. It's Ashley's 18th birthday. :D | | |
| Rather than doing my homework.... A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y
- Do you like anyone?: Yeah.
-Do they know it? Probably. Neither of us have admitted anything out loud to each other, though. Lol. We're both kinda shy.
-Simple or complicated? Somewhere in between, I guess.
IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U
- Bought something:Well duh.
-Gotten sick?: Lol, thrown up, yes. Had a cold? No.
- Been hugged? =) Yesss.
- Felt stupid? Hahah, numerous times.
- Talked to an ex: Yeah.
-Missed someone: Yess.
- Failed a test: Hahah, this is what I do on every chemistry test.
-Danced: Hells yeah.
- Gotten your hair cut?: Hmmm, not in the past month, no.
U N I Q U E
- Nervous habits?: I scratch behind my ear like I'm on crack or something. Hahaha.
- Are you double jointed? Nope.
- Can you roll your tongue: Yeah. It freaks some people out. =)
-Can you raise one eyebrow?: Uh-huhhh.
- Can you cross your eyes?: Yeah, not that that's particularly special or attractive. Lol.
- Do you make your bed daily?: Nope. Not at all.
- Do you think you are unique?: Well considering I won "most unique" for the senior class this year....yeah. =P
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S
- Said "I Love you": Yep.
- Given money to a homeless person: Hm. I bought stickers from some bums in D.C.
- Waited all night for a phone call?: Yeah.
- Snuck out?: Kinda.
-Sat and looked at the stars?: Mhmm.
M A N N E R S
-Do you ever spit?: Yeah, but I don't do it in front of people.
-You cook your own food?: Not really. Lol.
- You do your own chores?: Chores? What are those?
- You like beef jerky?: It's disgusting yet delicious. I feel like a primitive caveman when I eat beef jerky. Hahah.
-You're happy with your life?: Mhmm.
-You own a dog?: Two of them.
- You spend your money wisely?: Most of the time, no. Bad habit.
- Do you like to swim?: Very much.
- When you get bored do you call a friend: I'll text a friend or something. I don't call people much. =P
D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S
- Flowers or angels? Lol, wtf? I guess flowers.
- Gray or black?: Gray.
- Color or black and white photos?: Color.
- Lust or love?: Love.
- Sunrise or sunset?: Sunrise.
- M&Ms or Skittles?: M&M's.
- Staying up late or waking up early?: Staying up late, obviously.
- Being hot or cold?: Cold.
-Winter or Fall?: Fall.
- Left or right?: Both.
- Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?: 2 best friends.
- Sunshine or rain?: Rain.
more have you evers;;
Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex?: Yeah.
Hooked up in the woods?: I haven't "hooked up" period. Lol.
Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?: Uhh, not a huge one or anything. I've had some that were meant to be drank by one person.
Hooked up in the shower?: Again, never "hooked up".
Been Dumped?: Yeah.
Stolen money from a friend?: Nope.
Been in a fist fight?: Nope.
Had a crush on a teacher?: No.
Been on an airplane?: Yeah.
Slept all day?: Mhmm.
Missed someone so much it hurt?: Yes.
Fallen asleep during school?: Hell yeah. Haha, this has been happening more and more often.
Been lonely?: Yeah.
Cheated in a game? Lol, yes.
Been to the ER?: No.
Been in a car accident?: Not really.
Had detention?: Nope.
Cried yourself to sleep?: Yes.
Sung in the shower?: Yeeep. It's not as fun as singing in the car, though.
Kissed a complete stranger?: Kind of. Lol.
Laughed so hard you cried?: Haha, I do this all the time.
Cheated on a bf/gf?: No.
Regretted hurting someone?: Yeah.
Been SUPER happy?: =) Indeed. Kind of how I am now. Hahah. | | |
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